HEART

What does it mean to have heart? Does your actions reflect your heart? If so, are those actions glorifying God? and if not, then what do your actions represent?

Here is my current battle: my heart.

I know what I believe in my heart. I know what I want. I know my hearts desires! i know that God knows my hearts desires! But yet I sometimes wonder is KNOWING enough.

Well actually I know the answer to that.. its NO. You have to more than KNOW. you have to DO!! I trust the Lord with my life, 100%. There is absolutely no doubt in my life that He has great things planned for me- So why then am I battling between my heart and head about what to do next?

I am giving Him my all in everything I do. At work, in school, church, the worship internship ALL of it. Its His. I do NOT wanna hold onto anything, because then thats like saying "well God you have most of it, i'll take care of the rest from here". THAT WONT WORK.

Proverbs 21:2 states "every way of a man is right in his own eyes, but the Lord weighs his heart"

What does the Lord see when he looks at my heart?

Does he see a woman who is passionate about Him?

A woman who wants to continue to daily surrender herself to Him?

A woman whose flame continues to burn as she learns about Him daily?

A woman who wants to die to herself and live SOLEY and completely for Him?

A woman who yearns on a daily basis for her Hearts desires to come to pass?

A woman who LOVES Him with every ounce that she has yet is not sure if she expresses it correctly?

A woman that chooses to live her life as an example to others of His love?

A woman who wants to remain humble, and continue to allow Him to shape and mold her into what He has created me to be?

A woman who is so madly deeply in love with Him, where there are no words to describe it?

What does He see?

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AMEN! As I am writing this whole thing out, God is speaking to my HEART.

He sees me. He knows me. Always has. Always will.

He has my life in His hands. IT WILL ALL COME TO PASS. my hearts desires.

Patience is key. Trust is key. Love is key.

God is bringing people in my life for a reason. I thank Him for each and every one of them.

I give God ALL of me!

Thats all He asks of me. I am to TRUST Him and be patient in His timing. I get so caught up in how I believe things should work out that I start to take matters into my own hands, I jump ahead of God's timing. But, no more shall I do that.

I know that I am not perfect! But he knows my heart and my Character! He has formed me!

My heart is ALL His. Which means... I no longer have a battle- for I have casted it upon Him!

What a mighty God we serve :)

Psalm 55:22 "Cast all your cares on the Lord and He will sustain you: He will never let the righteous fall"